WOW lastnight it was our 8month ani. Its gone so fast. Im happy now so that's all that matters

Shimahleemangin

I have no idea what I just meant in that title so I wouldn't even bother thinking about it if I were you lol. Ok I just applied for one of the coolest jobs I've seen atm, it's like a p.a job to some fashionista in Wellington. Im totally hoping to hear back from them! It would be lovely if I had a chance to get somewhere in the fashion industry elsewhere then hairdressing. But I am kinda thinking if I dont have a job by the time it's the 10th of June, I might reconsider going back and doing my 2nd year at Premier Hair Coll. Would love to see all the guys's again!! And I feel like I need to further my hairdressing but..not in a salon. Weird huh. Meh that's me

:(

Well I thought it was going just perfect and it was happy. But no. Someone old just has to barge through and annoy. As usual. Dont you just hate how the past always has to come back and ruin everything. Damn it! Maybe in the future you should learn from the old and make sure they are ok to be with just so you can make sure that later on they wont be a lifeless fool and tell you all their shitty ass problems to get your sympathy that will piss off your future.I cant stand it. I just want to stand by you without you having to think about that. In the 'back of your mind'. I dont wanna hold your hand smiling to the world trying to show you off when your thinking about that. But I guess if you really cant resist it, I can let you go. Because I deserve you to myself but if you cant stop thinking about that, I have to let you go. That didnt even know about me. You suck. What do I do.

What the heck.

What the flip is going on with new zealands music charts!! Honestly. I just
heard "Poi E".
WHAT THE F*#K!!

A little something for a little someone.

When you try your best but you dont succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need, when you feel so tired that you cant sleep, stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you cant replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse. Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try to fix you.